So, I'm a senior in high school. I'm a band geek. I'm the drum captain for marching band, but play flute for concert band. I read a lot and I enjoy being lazy. But if I'm outside the comfort of my room, I always have to be doing something. I can't sit still. I want to do a lot with my life, but can't figure out what I'm going to do with it next year for college and such.
I'm always open for conversation, so don't be shy. =]

One of those nights

Where I think everything is wrong with me and all of my future relationships will be fucked up due to various reasons. And that I’ve had a past life where I went through tragic things because of the way I react to certain things here and now. I haven’t been loved as a child. I will be emotionally fucked up for the rest of my life. Fuck.